Well, who dunno this idiot girll....
she is such abitch. i dunno what is in her mind....we just quarell not a long ago..and i wanted to just make and have peace with her...trying to make all the things turn back to normal but it seems that this girl dun wan to make all normal...she insisting on light on the fire...
then i will let her light it on till she become happy...
she just ruin my day..
i cant do work...i cant focus...but u just wait and see...
all the things that u said karma....will turn back to u...and i will always rmb what u have done to me...
i will rmb that...u ask me to do this towards u..and u dun get me wrong if i really mean what i said..


is it very hard for u just to make all the problems simple with a nice solutions?
i cant understadn the way u think.....u nvr chg..
can it be that u r the one that one guy told me that there will be a freind of u that will make things worst and betrayed me...
well..God...i dunno what to do..i just wan peace between us...i still treat u as my friend though outside i will always try not to ....
coz my other part of my heart said that u r still my friend no matter what
but on the other hand..i just feel being betrayed with my own best freind...
such a small case can become a big gap between us...


i really had enough..ENOUGH
of all these problems happened to me...
God can i have my happiness back...
i wan to search for it...I want You God..
i believe everythigns that happened might have a good result in the end...
and i hope u can help this to make it true...

i just wish that i can go back to the past and chged everythings....
i hope....

well..today is considered as my bad day...at first is because of kimberly, she rejected my floor plan..as i need to chg quite alot of things which make me so sian....haizz...
then..must think about that stupid human wave how to treat them differently..as what i have now
then i wasnt feel so well today..as my neck still cant turn to the left side and my left eye also got prob...dunno what thing lah...something like invisible pimple..lolx...
but its very pain u noe...
i wish i can see the bumb so i can squeeezzzeeeeee.....them till "muncrat"
haiyaaa...then now my right arm like sprain litat...
make me so sian...to do my work
my whole body is like ...dying...and also my mind..
haiz..i wish i can run away from all these..but i bet i cant..
im scared to share all my thoughts and all what i have been thought for these few monthss...
a lot a lot of things...happened and i always keep my feeling secret inside my heart..and it is the most hard case that i need to do almost evryday...
though sometimes..i cant hide when that thing come...i will confrim bad mood...
haiz...why these few months i more moody,,,,i hate me now...i dun like me now at all...
i wan to become like last time and go back to that time and take a look who am i at the past..
i also almost forget about my main purpose for coming to singapore....
i forget about the thing that...is very important...which is my family...
i guess im a family kind of person...
but i dunno who am i now...
that family feeling seems to change to be one...
which i dun wan it to turn out that way...
sometimes i justt keep telling myself...what i need to do and think..but i just make things even more worst...i guesss im not better than the person that i dun like..
i am so ashamed to be who am i now...
well i guess none of u will understand what i am talking about right now...coz me myself also very lost...but the thing is now im trying to find the OLD me...wish me luck guys!

kk...now i need to do my exhibition..the stupid exhibition..haiz...3 concepts...omg...

Okay....my first blog is going to talk about hayati first...
haiz...this morning is super like omg bangeddddd dah...
almost all the people in class...dun even noe whats going on with the brief or what are we supposed to hand in to Hayati..Last nite i just doodling2...dunno what i sketched..and i tell u what..i just sketch for the sake of filling my A5 stupid sketch book...
We are supposed to make our own design philosophy which i totally2...100percent BLUR....
haiz..i guess no body clear about what she wants till now..haha...so poor thing...
okie..then with a thick skin i just show her whatever thing i had...whatever skecthes all these..
and what hayati said " Okay,,,what you did is just the same like diana..can not...can not.." bla...bla.....suddenly whatever she said i dun get it any single word from her...its just pass through my ear and dunno go where...it just dissapear lor....haiyaaa...
then come to the worst is...NEXT WEEK is our so called pre-assessment...i guess...
haha....
we need to hand in our skecth book..n till now..seriously i dunno what to do....i might hand in the wrong thing again...:( OMG...
k...then after hayati class...me and ray went to buy food...then just gather around the rest in front of the 3B class and ate there...
nw i bought "Tom yam fried rice" and he bought "Porridge"
the tom yam in sarah place..OMG>..
i got the spoilt mussel and one spoilt prawn...haiz...what a waste...
ckck...i wont buy that again .....
wastee money...lolx
well...coz my pig asked me to help him bring his medi as he was not feeling well...so i went home...
i made the medi for him and bring along yov's the plug...
next lesson is chen ling lesson...
OMG...i knew it its going to be so free..and the stupid part is i never bring my laptop...
and i was struglling about my id 3d max stuff...which i scared i cant make things work in the end of the day....OMG...

so nothing to do in class after show him the innovative details..so i went to approach nora...to teach me how to blog and nora this is the result...WAHAHHAHA
i still dunno how to put pict...lolx...

haiaaaaaa...
i think im not supposed to do this blog now...lolx...as i super struggling with my id...dun even noe how to do the stupid elevation for tml and also how to model my ID....so..sian...

aha..wait...can i put a link in this blog?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCwMZN6NX-g
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I5ALIL7T764
okie...i think this should be the way how to put link over here..lolx..
kk..enjoy the link...
lolx