well..today is considered as my bad day...at first is because of kimberly, she rejected my floor plan..as i need to chg quite alot of things which make me so sian....haizz...
then..must think about that stupid human wave how to treat them differently..as what i have now
then i wasnt feel so well today..as my neck still cant turn to the left side and my left eye also got prob...dunno what thing lah...something like invisible pimple..lolx...
but its very pain u noe...
i wish i can see the bumb so i can squeeezzzeeeeee.....them till "muncrat"
haiyaaa...then now my right arm like sprain litat...
make me so sian...to do my work
my whole body is like ...dying...and also my mind..
haiz..i wish i can run away from all these..but i bet i cant..
im scared to share all my thoughts and all what i have been thought for these few monthss...
a lot a lot of things...happened and i always keep my feeling secret inside my heart..and it is the most hard case that i need to do almost evryday...
though sometimes..i cant hide when that thing come...i will confrim bad mood...
haiz...why these few months i more moody,,,,i hate me now...i dun like me now at all...
i wan to become like last time and go back to that time and take a look who am i at the past..
i also almost forget about my main purpose for coming to singapore....
i forget about the thing that...is very important...which is my family...
i guess im a family kind of person...
but i dunno who am i now...
that family feeling seems to change to be one...
which i dun wan it to turn out that way...
sometimes i justt keep telling myself...what i need to do and think..but i just make things even more worst...i guesss im not better than the person that i dun like..
i am so ashamed to be who am i now...
well i guess none of u will understand what i am talking about right now...coz me myself also very lost...but the thing is now im trying to find the OLD me...wish me luck guys!

kk...now i need to do my exhibition..the stupid exhibition..haiz...3 concepts...omg...